Hohoho, it's been such a long time since i've blogged again.

Sigh, there's really a lot of ups and downs in life and they can't be avoided.

But i hate it when everything just goes wrong suddenly.

CA1 is finally over. But, the results ain't what i should i achieve.

Take it as a lesson learnt, as a motivation. Thus, i'll study very hard from now on.

Scared already. Currently, i failed 2 subjects. Geography and maths.

GEOGRAPHY. OMFG GEOGRAPHY. OF ALL SUBJECTS, GEOGRAPHY.

WHY, WHY, WHY.

After i did the geography paper, i was like "Wahh, so easy. I'll do well for it".

And in the end i failed. I FAILED! DD:

Well, it's because they changed the marking scheme! No elaboration, straight away 0.

That's the reason why i failed. Teacher said if it's a borderline failure it's acceptable.

But no! I don't wanna fail geog nor chinese. I felt so bad. I broke my promise.

I didn't expect this kind of marks like seriously. I cried like shit on friday i swear.

As for maths, failed as expected ==

Then my chinese made me super angry. 1 more mark to A2.

Which means i freaking got a B3 for chinese. B3. Omg, i got B3 for chinese.

I was aiming for A1 and i always achieved that! Then now, B3. B3!! OMG.

Cause i failed the front part which was like 7/20. Shit like seriously. Not expected but it was though! I'm not the only one :)

But luckily my comprehension helped me. Unexpectedly, 20/20 (Y) Woots!!~

Hehe, so i got 27/40 ): One more mark!! Then science i passed. By one mark. phew.

This shows that i really really have to put in 10X the effort and yes i'm going to do so.

Anyway, my nightmare had come true. I shan't say but it's the most saddening thing on earth.

No wait, maybe it's not. But it's really sad. ):

Okay lah, end here. Go and do homework. :)

Apparently, it wasn't a good week. So much had happened.

But i guess they are kinda resolved now.

Actually, from this matter, i've realised how lucky i am.

Firstly, i really have to thank god. Thank you for giving me such good friends.

Friends who were there for me, friends who are willing to listen to me, friends whom i can share my troubles with.

And they are my beloved sec 2 dancers. Alison, Meredith, Valerie, Jade, Hannah, Han Ying, Jagerynn, Vanessa, Kelly, Theresa, Emily, Genevieve, Karen.

Thank you girls, for being there when i needed help. Like i've said, i'll be fine and i am now :)

Remember, we'll always be the most bonded cohort that everyone are jealous of :P We'll stick as one, always helping one another. We'll always eat, love, play, laugh, dance as one kays. We're gonna be dancers forever, till our very last breath kay!

Wait i'm exaggerating but i'm expressing my gratitude ^^

Also, i have to thank god for giving me such nice seniors. Some only.

Especially Rachel, Debbie, Samantha, Valerie, Kelly, Marilyn <3

Thanks for everything, thank you for your care and help.

Through this conflict, i've realised that i'm counted to be fortunate already. To have such nice people around me.

Quick summary. Monday, went ion with Jean then follow her go dhoby. Then went tuition.

Oh! During tuition, i met the most beautiful singaporean ever. She's suppperrrr pretty. I've never seen such a beautiful singaporean before. And her english is so strong. The way she dressed and her make up made her look fabulous. If i were a guy, i'll just stare at her all day long. She's really really pretty. And she'll be my relief teacher for 2 months. Yay!

I like pretty and young teachers.

Wait! It's the 23rd saturday ever since the yog opening ceremony. Next week it's gonna be the 5th month anniversary ): So fast! I miss yog still :(

Okay, then after class went to made in candy! New flavours were up! They also had the cny one.

But i bought the rainbow rock and emoticons which were so colourful!!

Then bought sogurt! They had new flavours at the us outlet too. Apple and strawberry!

I was so happy after i bought candies and sogurt!! :DD

Then tue had dance, but before dance we played with seniors. Rachel, Debbie, Fanny and Lik Shi.

Omg, it was so damn freaking fun! :D

Must play like that again (Y)

These nice seniors makes me feel belonged in dance

Then wed, i forgot. But i didn't go ballet :(

Thurs, had dance and before that, met some new juniors. Then after that dance was horrible.

Fri, stayed back for awhile for some chinese meeting.

Then today, had dance, ballet followed by tuition.

By the time i have ballet, i'm like super tired.

Anyway, i wanna share all these photos.

I think this is super funny! (Y)

Hannah trying to imitate someone. I like!

I uploaded this because in this picture, i look like jean!

99% okay.

I love this hair. (Y)

These two are meant to be flashmobs.

But apparently, we've failed .__.

Yay! Tomorrow going to shop for cny clothes.

Okay lah, tired already.

Bye!

I'm used to sleeping at 11 plus currently. But the next morning, i'll still be tired >__<

This week seems to have passed very quickly.

But the worst thing that happened this week was that my wallet went missing.

Yesterday actually. I think i left it on the hall floor. But we were all there ytd what.

I was super scared and i can't believe i actually cried.

Omg lor. That's cause my yog pass was inside. I DIE ALSO CANNOT LOSE MY YOG PASS.

The most important thing was my yog pass. I'll kill myself if it's really gone.

To me, yog meant a lot :) It was the greatest impact in my life.

Then had to call and terminate my card. Then, my sogurt card was inside too.

I spent so much on the stupid chops and if i really lose it, i'll hate myself too.

And my student pass and tll card was inside. If these 2 gone, then really a goner.

Super worried last night. Got so much homework to complete but no mood at all.

Haven't finish math's tuition homework also. 3 weeks for me to do but i was too lazy :X

Do until i fell asleep then really going to collapse so go and sleep.

And today, I'M VERY HAPPY. YAY! (Y)

Firstly, i found my wallet! Phew..really. Luckily everything was still inside.

Ask the aunty who found it, she said my ft. How can it be lor please.

If it was her, she would have kept and passed it to me. I think.

But whoever it is, thanks a lot! <3

Secondly, nah, shan't say it here :P

Then after school, go and replace my card. Stupid. Make me terminate then replace again.

Chicken. Anyway, home-econ ytd was super fun!! I like!

Aiya..i'm very tired now. Perhaps i should take a nap.

Plus there's dance tmr, followed by ballet.

Huhu T__T Must go and study soon.

La korn!~

Eeeks i'm super bored now.

I'm suppose to be studying/finishing hw but i don't feel like doing so now.

Last night, went to bed with my bun accidentally.

Totally forgotten that my hair was still in a bun.

And i just removed it and my hair is shocking.

It's sooo wavy and curly. Like permed it or something.

It's the first time of my life that i saw my hair in this state.

I think it looks super cool thus i took a picture of it.

This is the very very first picture that i took myself and uploaded it.

And i mean it. My very first picture.

I know the background is super shitty.

That's cause i've yet to pack the room again.

Stupid background.

Yeah, i love the wave actually :/

I just realised there's school tomorrow.

I'm in the holiday mood currently.

Tsk.

Maths & Chinese tuition are gonna resume.

My schedule is getting tighter and tighter.

Fml. I'll be super stressed out.

I better get cracking.

Anyway, i love these 2 pictures.

Dancers for life <3

Dancers. Born to be one :)

Our sweat and effort enabled us to produce such skills today :)

Split, split, split!

Okay, let's go! :D

Ahh..i'm so tired :O

I wanna fall asleep already ):

It's been such a tiring day.

Ever since school had started, life was super horrible for me.

Teachers still okay but i don't like the fact that most of them are old teachers :S

Form Teacher-Ms Isabelle Chua (Y)

Chinese-Chen Lao Shi

Maths-Miss Isabelle Chua

English Teacher-Ms Yeo

Physics Teacher-Mr Leow

PE Teacher-Mr Yeo

Music Teacher-Mdm Peh (Y)

History Teacher-Mrs Brenda Tan

Geography Teacher-Ms Lin Bin Bin (Y)

Literature Teacher-Ms Nicole Quah?

Acc Teacher-I forgot :X

Home Economics-Mdm Mohana i think.

Yeah, about there lah. Brain can't think now.

I'm gonna fall asleep!!

I think i've been super guai ever since school had started.

Cause once i reach home, i'll rest for awhile and study! It's like a sudden change.

Must study hard this year already.

So unlikely of me :P

Whole Week:

Mon-Follow sis to Paragon for skin check up.

Tue-School

Wed-School

Thurs-School, Dance

Fri-School, Amk

Dance has been super boring lately. I can't stand it when we keep working on this step and never move on. It makes me sleepy and irritated.

Then today went amk hub with Jean cause i wanted to go Rubi.

They were having sales. The pair of sandals i wanted caused $30 (U.P) and it's $10 now.

Omg. Luckily i didn't buy it last time.

It's so so only. Not say very nice.

But i bought cause it was $10 :P

Edited from now on. Fell asleep ytd.

And i received elynne's 3rd christmas present on thurs.

She's just too sweet. She spent so much on me this year. Not trying to show off!

I was like ''thank you'' like don't know how many times.

She said she's my good friend mah :) Awww <3

Thank you! Actually, i know who my real friends are.

It was a pooh pillow that i wanted when i went out with them (Y)

After that, didn't get to go out with them so she went to buy and passed it to me in school.

It's super cute!

I just realised i didn't take pic of the pooh ):

Haha, the ''copied'' card :B

And i felt like baking yesterday so bought the cookie mix.

Cookie Mix!

Butter with egg. It's super gross :S

It's super cool and i love the smell.

First batch!

Apparently, it was a total failure.

The first batch wasn't really cooked and the second batch was burnt .__.

Not exactly burnt but it can be eaten.

Not exactly cooked but soft in the inside. Also can be eaten.

In the end, i kept both. I hope it's edible.

This is it. It has chocolate chips but they are all hidden inside.

Home econs, please save me.

God. I'm depressed.

Wth did i get into hope? I have to get into grace!

I wanted to break the record of staying in grace for 10, in my whole st nicks life.

But unexpectedly, i'm unable to do so anymore.

From P1 Grace, P2 Grace, P3 Grace, P4 Grace, P5 Grace, P6 Grace, Sec 1 Grace and now, Sec 2 Hope.

Why? Seriously, why?!

Honestly, i feel like i'm not part of the grace family anymore. In fact, i am not anymore.

I have the feeling like, i'm no longer of my family. That kind of feeling.

It's difficult to accept the truth. And i really wonder why am i kicking such a big fuss over the class name. I'm not troubled by the people in the same class as me next year, but troubled over the class name. 7 years of grace and suddenly hope.

It's difficult to accept it. Just like how i wasn't able to accept the fact that yog is over.

But the good thing is, many friends from grace are going hope with me :D

And actually, most of them are from 1grace and hope.

So the people are okay. I know most of them. :)

And the best thing was Ainsley, Njy and Sally are going to the same class as me.

Charlene as well! Hope she'll be my partner again next year ^^

Went to bed last night at 4am cause sis accompanied me then woke up at 3pm today.

I'm a big fat pig.

Then got scolded for sleeping so late and mom said my pimples are coming out cause i'm sleeping so late and she said it's super ugly .___. LOL.

Woke up and i was welcomed with such a bad news. Phone & fb kena spammed.

17 messages. And when i saw one messaged telling me that i'm in hope and asking me to check the class allocation, my heart sank.

God. Couldn't believe it!!

Wait.. why are people at this age dating?!

Now everyone dating, then abandon me ): Got bf, no need friend le lor TT Huhu

Poor me :(

But seriously, ain't it too young to be involved in a relationship?

Whatever. That is not something that i care about.

Had korean pork and chicken soup for dinner. Yums <3

Why on earth is the chicken so small?

It's head was super gross and look at it's body.

It seems like a male chicken.

The line in between it's body and two nipples. :P

Since young one leh, can't bear to throw it away.

Sigh, tomorrow going dentist again.

Taking out braces tomorrow! Yeah! Finally!

But.. i can't imagine would my smile be without braces :S

After that going for maths tuition -.-

Then thursday have to go back and get the retainers done.

Followed by dance in the afternoon ):

I've finished planning.

Fri after dance, go for lunch with cca mates.

After lunch, go out with hy and elynne again.

At 9 plus, meet the two denise and get ready for count down!

Thus, i must quickly get my studies done before i party!

Another week of activities.

Woohoo! :DD

I've broken the record.

I woke up at 2.15 pm today. Pig.

Anyway, some people really have 'split personality'

Not the real split personality but masked.

I managed to see through you finally.

Perhaps i did earlier on. But i didn't bother much.

Or maybe it wasn't so disturbing.

Really disgusting! I really wonder how will you be like 15 years down the road.

A rapist? A pervert? Better pray hard that you won't turn out to be one.

Go reflect on yourself and take a look at yourself in the mirror.

Maybe you don't even know what's wrong with you.

The sight of you disgusts me :S Really shameless leh! This kind of things also dare to say.

Hopeless. Tsk tsk.

Good luck luh hor, that's all i can say.

Hohoho! Merry Christmas!~

Christmas is finally here!

The young ones will be opening their prezzies, the teenagers will be celebrating with their friends, the couples will be celebrating this special day with their love ones, the adults will be exchanging hugs and kisses, the elderly will be celebrating with their family (:

It's interesting to see communication sites home page flooded with christmas wishes and it's like super cool when it's 12 am sharp, everyone starts posting their tweet/status and all the christmas wishes starts spamming your phone.

It's like once in a blue moon. And the next event shall be the new year 2011! Everyone's gonna count down again!

Last night/just now, it was real fun.

Sending out christmas wishes, replying christmas wishes :D

Christmas lunch this year was held at 'Fifty three'.

The food there is super cool and well prepared/served.

The unique thing is that they dun use tongs/'holders' to pass you a wet towel.

Instead, they place them together with blocks of charcoal and wet them to make them start 'growing'. You know lah,those kind that will turn into a towel when you wet it.

Forget what is it called.

It's super cute because they look like marshmallows.

They even serve charcoal bread that is black!

Didn't take a picture of it but sis did.

Looks like muffin :P

And their butter ain't any ordinary butter.

Their butter is served with barley and dunno wad.

The plate beside the bag of bread is the butter and behind the butter is the charcoal and 'marshmallow' hand towels

Appetizer was scallops with passionfruit and iced watermelon balls with slight liquor :O

So colourful!

I had pork belly with purple cabbage.

It was such a big portion and i'm lik FATT!

I practically spent my whole time getting rid of the fats :S

And lastly, dessert was chocolate with dunno wad.

It was sour and bitter. I dunno why :S

And the flowers are super pretty. It looks like a garden.

After lunch, followed mum to great world city to get pasta from da paolo

I wanted to get a drink and over there, i met this SUPER ANNOYING IRRITATING girl.

No, it's actually 2. They were sisters. VERY VERY VERY STUPID ANNOYING sisters. Goodness.

Wahh, the older one, about 8 years old or younger? kept looking at me.

And i hate it, so i stare back at her.

I thought she'll faster look away since she's so young but SHE CONTINUED LOOKING AT ME!

I look at her so angrily she still dare to look. You think i care? I stare at her non-stop. Who ask her? And and! She's so young, yet she still flip her fringe then stare at me again.

Wtf seriously? -.- Girl ah girl, how old are you only. Please lah.

Really! Super annoyed at her. Gave her black face then after a while i can't be bothered so i heck care her and she stopped.

Why?! Never seen beautiful lady before is it?! (Jkjk :P)

Piss me off. She should be lucky enough that i wasn't on the line and didn't tell her 'So annoying'

If i were on the line, i'll tell the person on the line:'Walao, got this girl keep looking at me. So annoying. Mother never teach her not to look at people ah?'

I WILL OKAY! You're counted lucky alrdy!

Then the younger sister. 4 or 5 years only. Keep pushing the trolley back and forth. Like trying to hit me like that?Just because i gave your sister black face? Dun be stupid you idiot! Your sister started it okay.

Of course, i also gave her black face and i went like 'tsk'.

Really, really! THEIR MOTHER NEVER TEACH THEM ONE IS IT?!

Please lah, the mother of these two sickening children. Please for goodness sick teach your children!! Tell your older daughter that she cannot stare at people or else she'll get killed one day okay please. And tell your younger daughter not to be so idiotic. Want to help her sister take revenge, do it in a better and smarter way. Your two girls are not up to cheryl low's match.

I can turn really nasty. Don't try me because i will make sure you regret it.

And to yourself, please for goodness sick, teach your child some manners. What kind of mother are you? -.-

Oh! And the younger sister should be glad i didn't push the trolley and i make sure it'll hit her okay!

Count yourself lucky! If not, when i get nasty, that shall be your christmas present.

Irritating leh this kind of people.

God, while typing that paragraph, i got so angry.

Ps: I know i sound bitchy and also like got no manners but i was taught well okay!

Just that they've yet to have the taste of their own medicine :)

Okay enough, enough.

Relatives coming over now to celebrate christmas! Family gathering :)

I'm super disappointed D:

The salmon with pastry from hyatt that was suppose to be in a shape of a fish, became a plain long rectangle ):

I miss it in a shape of a fish! ):

Almost everyone's here! I gtg.

Merry christmas all! Have a great day! :D

I think it's a good idea, cause i can use the whole day to complete my homework but apparently i'm not. Soon soon.

Yesterday went bugis (AGAIN) with Denise & Vasantha. Sad, Ainsley's out of town.

Caught Gulliver's Travel. Bugis' cinema is lousy like hell.

The whole place is so run down and creepy.

It was kinda boring. I was using phone for like 15-20 mins.

Actually, i think i was busy eating instead of watching.

The sad thing was, i woke up at 5 am in the morning just to get ready for school/the performance.

Not apparently, because i was suppose to meet jag at macs for breakfast at 6.15. The night before she asked me to wake her up by calling her house phone. But i only realised i didn't have her house number in the morning.

In the end, she 'fang wo fei ji'. Make me wake up so early ):

I called her 10 times and sent 3 messages :S

The performance time was seriously too early. Or maybe the audiences (2011 sec 1s and their parents) were late.

Our performance ended at like 8.30 when i think 8.30 was the reporting time. So when we were performing, only like 1/4 of the people were there.

Most of the sec 1s seemed really bored. From the stage, you can see everything CLEARLY.

They were using their phones. I mean, come on, even if it's boring, you still have to show some respect right?

I had to wait for Celeste & Vasantha until 9.30 cause they want to attend the sec 1s registration when they didn't had to. And i stood for 1 hour!!

I nearly fell asleep. Super tired.

The school was getting more and more crowded and the sec 1s were really shy.

But i was thinking, it's like 1 year ago, we were them and now...time flies.

Went for breakfast at macs while waiting for f.denise. At first she said she cannot go, then i 'told her off' then she came :D

I felt so bitchy :S

At bugis junction, the wallet shop was having sales so thought of going in to see see since i felt like getting a new wallet.

And this Audrey Hepburn Handphone Pouch attracted me.

It was on sale so it was like only $9 so i thought of getting it.

But sadly, the display piece was the last piece and the woman said no other places carries this design anymore ):

In the end didn't get cause the display piece was like dirty. Pay $9 for something dirty, what's the point.

And i was super disappointed >__<

I wanted it so badly!

At bugis, i thought of buying her tanktop/cropped tee but i suppose it's too matured.I finally bought the top that i've always been eyeing at. Most people think it's not worth it for such a thin piece of cloth. Actually, i think so too. But in the end i got it to match with hw shorts.

Francis Denise got 1 and i got one so it's cheaper.

Downstairs, another top caught my eyes. A jack union one.

I like it cause it's rather unique

The bottom part's like 'flare' kind.

It's not so 'flare'. I just pulled it more to the side.

I've always been looking for those hw shorts that has a bow in front and i managed to find one that suits my liking.

The top that can finally match hw shorts.

Okay, not finally in fact.

And when i came home, i realised something, there's a bow on the top as well as the bottom. So 'bowy' LOL.

The military shorts that i bought 2 months back and i've yet to wear it.

Personally, i don't wear hw shorts. But i think it's nice so i just buy them.

I HAVE to find a day to wear it. Any days also can. Since it's so casual.

Hmm, tomorrow's christmas!

Truthfully, i can't be bothered to open my prezzies.

Christmas lunch with mom's friends tomorrow and christmas dinner with family at night.

Perhaps, i'm looking forward more to the food then presents .__.

I'm craving for turkey!!

I wanna meet iris in the morning tomorrow but not sure if mom allows ):

Gahhhh! I want that Audrey Hepburn pouch so badly TT

Basically, i've not a met a real jerk in my life.

But now, i have met one.

Here's a note to you; If you think you are very cool, trust me you're not. If you think you have a lot of friends, ask yourself: Will all of them help you when you need them? If you think you're hot, let me tell you that there are tons of better ones out there. If you think bullying makes you feel better, then there must be something wrong with you. Please seek help asap. If you think vulgarities makes you unique, then your vocabulary is plain limited. Go and read the dictionary please (: If you think you are attractive, then you are totally unexposed to the world. Please, get a life seriously. Grow up dude!

Seriously can't stand these kind of people who thinks they are cool and trendy when they are not. Pi ah!

Today, went to the place that i hate most. Dentist .__.

I HATE going to the dentists. It freaks me out. Not the pain but i don't know. I guess i'm used to the pain already.

I chose purple today but i regretted it later on. Initially, wanted to choose red & green since christmas is round the corner but in the end, i didn't.

The good news was that the orthodontist (Woah! I spelled correctly ^-^) said my braces can be taken off next week. FINALLY.

Which means, today's my last time to choose the colours yet i didn't choose red & green TT

But nevermind! Since this year yog meant to most to me and it's official colour is purple, i'm contented with it. Hehe (:

Yeah..and so, going back next week to get the retainers done. Need another 6 months .__.

Actually, i should be done with braces COMPLETELY by now. But i delayed it by a year.

A YEAR. Which is like super long.

Because i always delay my appointment. I have to go back every 2 weeks, but i always go back 2-3 months later.

Dragged till now :(

The christmas tree that everyone likes to take picture with/of.

Tell me, what's so interesting about a christmas tree.

Everyone took so i took a picture of it.

But jaejin also took a picture of himself with a christmas tree :P *But this is different!

Everytime after my appointment, i'll always go down to the food hall and gorge and treat myself to whatever i want.

Because i always don't eat before i go to the dentist and after that, i'm free to eat whatever i want! So i got my sausages, doughnuts and a cup of orange juice :D

I love their doughnuts cause it's simply the best doughnuts.

It has a unique taste, not like those normal doughnuts :S

Stupid orange juice. I was bored enough that i had to take a picture of it .__.

One day just passed like that and i've just realised there ain't enough time for me to complete everything before school reopens.

God. My grandmother keep scolding me for not doing.

Okay okay! After i've blogged!

Set my timetable again.

-Complete Science & chinese by this week

-Read up 'The pearl' and history for next year

God no time!

I must burn the midnight oil for the next few days.

But tonight can't. Must wake up super duper early tomorrow.

Never in my life that i had to wake so early.

Cause tomorrow performing for the 2011 sec 1s.

Meeting jag at macs at 6.15 AM. Gosh.

Then i have to wake up at 5! ):

After that catching a movie and go walk walk. Don't know what movie that they plan to watch.

Vasantha told me it's funny but i can't be bothered cause i'm not interested.

I guess i'm just going for the sake of it. LOL.

Take it as an experiment if i'll fall asleep like how i always do when i watch movies :P

That's why i hardly go to the movies cause i'll end up sleeping no matter how funny, sad, scary, touching the story is :/

Received a christmas card from my cousins today when it's not even christmas.

It's plain funny.

'Merry Cheryl' instead of 'Merry Christmas'

LOL.

From Adele

'Little prince of frog??'

Isn't it suppose to be 'The little prince'?

Funny but nevermind.

Kids what. What to expect (:

Keropi inside.

With a hello kitty key chain and keropi 'name card;

From Glenda.

Well, honestly, i have no idea what to do with these two cards and key chains.

But thanks girls anyway ^~^

I love this hello kitty macaroni.

The macaronis are in the shape of hello kitty and flowers.

Can't find in Singapore ):

I wanna eat them soon but i can't bear to do so.

Tired now and i totally don't feel like doing anything.

But if i don't do anything, i'll get nagged at again.

Sigh TT

I think this picture of raina is super cute.

I mean like people at her age can still have such a cute face.

Look! It's super cute! (:

And i'm super bored again TT

Help me someone :S

Edited.

Happy Birthday Jaejin! <3

Hope you had a blast one and will be looking forward to FT Triple's come back (:

I edited it cause yesterday i totally forgotten to blog about his birthday ): cause i was too absorbed in my childhood memories. Sorry!

I'm such an unloyal fan TT

Love letter is seriously awesome (Y)

But i did wish him kst past midnight ((:

His voice is heaven <3

I blogged about his birthday on my previous blog one year ago in 2009 and now in 2010.

Time really flies. 1 year has just gone by.

Next year is gonna be tiring );

Woke up bright and early this morning then hesitating whether i should go for dance outing or go out with mag & jie yun.

But dance outing only 3 out of 18 people went so no point .__.

So went bugis with mag & jie yun.

Didn't get much stuff there. Cause mag a bit not suitable to be my shopping partner for bugis.

Heh xD

Wait till 23rd then go with vasantha and f. denise again. Suitable candidates (:

However, it was quite fun today!

Suppose to train to eunos but in the end i decided to take all the way back to tampines.

Then called grandfather to tell him to pick me up at tampines and in the end i got scolded.

Crap fine. In the end took to kembangan.

My old home ):

I decided to take the route to my old home just to take a look and recall some childhood memories cause ah gong needed some time to come over.

Over the 4 years, everything has changed drastically.

First place to recall childhood memories was my kindergarten/nursery school.

I expected the classrooms and general office to remain the same but unexpectedly, they changed everything. It's super ugly now. Compared to my colourful school back then.

I stood there for awhile to recall the scenes of me and my friends running about, studying there.

The first school that i went to

I took a picture of myself there too! But i shall not upload cause i think selca is kinda embarrassing :P

One selca shot only! Must keep as memories (:

It's like the very last time i was there was when i 7 or 8 years old?

But i used my inner camera thus not so zi lian hor!

Yeah, and i continued walking, looking around.

A lot of memories returned. Like walking to the mrt with my aunty when i was young.

Even the sign boards have changed!

Next place that brought back a lot of memories was the mini-mart/coffee shop.

The shops that have changed too. [Duh!]

BUT the only shop that remained was the econ-mini mart that i always go too.

Back then, i'll go to that mini mart which my family called it 'aunty shop'. Cause all the workers are females xD LOL!

Yeah, i'll ask my maid and grandma to bring me to the shop there and i'll always go there to buy ice cream, drinks, snacks. *The shop is super dirty

Got cats sleep there one. Gross. Haha! But i still go :P

'Aunty shop'. Always buy ice creams and drinks from here.

It's the same! (:

While walking pass the 'uncle shop' (cause it's a male owner xD Last time.), i saw a scene that made me smile.

A maid brought a child to the econ mini-mart to get something and the child was like ''I want this one!" The maid said "No, i no money. Only give you $1 (Or dunno how much) to let you buy"

It's the same for me.

If my grandma didn't follow us to the mini mart and i didn't bring money, i can only buy stuffs that my grandma gave the maid to pay as well as groceries.

Continued walking..the coffee shop changed too ):

Next place was the playground near the coffee shop.

After school, i will always go there to play. But most of the times at the exercise area to play monkey bar and i would do a somersault using the chin up thing and show off whenever someone walks pass or children playing there :P

Don't play with my friends so often cause we usually 'break up' after school and they like dun go to playground one .__.

But i remember i always play at that background with my good friend named wen qian and best friend valerie

Can't believe that a guy was my good friend. Lol! Natasha was my best friend too ^-^

Walk..walk..walk.. until the huge carpark there. Got a cat there.

Big carpark

I kept super silent and waited for it to go off then i continued walking.

As i was closer to my block, more and more cats appeared.

I was like wth. And it got darker, quieter and creepier.

I avoided all of them and tried my best not to alert them.

When i saw my block, i said 'I'm home' to myself.

Keke xD I really had the 'home' feeling.

But when i look around, it was totally different back then.

This is it. My one & only home <3

Block 104 Lengkong Tiga. My first home.

This playground has a lot of memories too.

It was the playground that we always go to.

I love the slides and all the equipments like the bridge.

I stared at the playground for awhile and recalled the scene of me playing there with my sister

I continued walking to the lift lobby there but before that must walk pass a lot of void decks.

It's super quiet and dark there. I was scared. I was like, what happens if someone kidnaps me or a cat just pop out. Rofl.

I was really silly.

Before i could even reach the lift lobby, my grandpa came already.

So i hopped into the car and ask him to drive up a bit more to let me take a look at the lift lobby

My home was somewhere up there but didn't manage to take a picture of it ):

Level 6.

But luckily i didn't walk all the way to the lift lobby.

Stupid dirty cat was sitting on the chair.

The cats there are like super dirty. I ALWAYS see them cleaning themselves.

Ewww!

And the lift lobby was where i got chased by dogs when i was 4.

I felt stupid crying, running round the void deck with 2 dogs chasing after me.

Not one but two!

God.

Everytime grandpa will drop us off here if he's rushing for meeting.

The shelter/route to the coffee shop/aunty/uncle shop

It's like that used to be my home but it'll never be my home again.

I can't stay there anymore.

I can't be a kid and pester my maid to bring me to the mini mart/playground again.

I can't play with my neighbors again.

I can't study there anymore.

I can't play with my friends anymore.

When i was at my old block, i really wished that we could reverse time and let all these memories happen again but too bad, it's impossible.

I nearly cried actually. Cause it's like all the memories?

Okay, silly me.

Yeah.. and when i reached my home, real home, i felt like i wasn't home.

Like when i'm using the computer now, i don't seem like i'm home.

I feel like there's something missing. I can't explain but i feel different.

I miss my old home )):

Yep, i guess that concludes my post of the day.

Remember to treasure time! <3