Time flies. The week is gonna end again and soon, the holidays would be over.

Huhu. I just realised that there's math holiday homework. Plus i've yet to study for literature and math tests TT TT

Aish, anyway, i'm into filming right now. I did tell my mom about it. Instead, she flared up and scolded me like hell. As predicted anyway. That time i told her i wanna go for vocal lessons because i want to be a singer when i grow up then she started screaming again.

In every career, money isn't the most important. I mean if you got no money then you also sure die luh, it's okay if you still have income. The most important is the 'man zu gan'.

Every career has different 'man zu gan' right.

Looking at a lawyer's point of view, a lawyer's 'man zu gan' is when he/she helps their innocent client to win the case ain't it?

Looking at a singer/star's point of view, his/her/their 'man zu gan' is when you see that your fans are happy when you are singing and they're cheering for you. Also, the 'man zu gan' is when your concert/showcase was a success.

This is what i want to accomplish. When i see ft island performing on stage and primadonnas cheering for them, wearing a huge smile and singing along with them, i also want to be a singer that would make my fans happy too.

That is the 'man zu gan'!

Honestly, what can A LOT of money give you?

You may be rich, you may have a big house, a super expensive car and a lot of other stuffs, but you may not be happy.

As long as you have a stable income that can feed yourself/family then that's okay.

If i wanna be a singer but i don't earn much, i'm okay with it. As long as i can use that income to feed myself and send back part of the income to my home, i'm fine with it.

Because what i will be most happy about is that the people around me/fans are happy with the music that i carry out.

I may not have the talent, but i can always go and learn.

Practice makes perfect and i believe in it.

Also, believe that nothing is impossible as long as you're willing to try and most importantly, believe in yourself. If you don't believe in yourself, then you won't be able to make it.

Of course, don't be too cocky lah.If you too cocky you will also bring yourself to nowhere (:

So, this post is to pour out my feelings.

Firstly, i wanna film a show.

Secondly, i wanna be a kpop star when i'm older.

But, what's getting in my way now is my mom & the people beside her.

She disapproves me being a singer and to film.

When i told her on saturday, i got a terrible scolding. She was like 'who wanna hire you?where to go and film you tell me?'

I told her, mediacorp is the only place where people go to to film shows.

She asked me how to get in? .__.

I asked her to ask her friend and she told me that she did tell her friend earlier on and she was laughing at me, saying why am i so vain.

Really, wth?

Vain? HAHA.

Very funny meh?

Well, it's always my dream to accomplish those 2 wishes.

So, i've decided to ignore what people say and when they mock at me, i'll just take it that i didn't heard it.

No one can change my mind.As simple as that (:

Yes, i understand that they meant me well. I do understand that filming is a tough job and being a celebrity isn't as simple as what i think.

But if i don't give it a try, i will never have an idea of it right?

All i want is their support and encouragement. Hmmm, i mean if i was the mom, i will let me kid to try it out and give her my full support wad. If she really cmi then we'll see how.

BUT, it's different for my mom.

I don't know what's wrong with her mind.

I just want to give it a try, can't i? )):

I'm glad to have such good friends around me supporting me and my ideas.

Like what han ying said, i should go and give it a try because who knows i'll be able to do it well.

And that she joined school's drama class because she wants to be under the 'Arts' category because she picked up ballet and dance as a cca so she chose drama too as a back up.

She told me that i should give it a try because i'm the same as her, i pick up ballet and chose dance as a cca.

Okay. Enough.

I'll just have to convince my mom and the people around her.

Moving on, i just realised yesterday that afterschool had a new member and orange caramel came up with a new concept for the second album.

Fairytales. Look at the picture below.

Lizzy as alice in the wonderland, raina as little red riding hood and nana as snow white.

Haha, what a cute concept. Lizzy looks cute ^-^

I love orange caramel's album covers. All so cute and sweet!

Like their first album, it's so sweet and pinkish!

I can't wait for the new member to do a comeback with afterschool. I'm gonna stay tune for that!

Anyway, mom bought Wendy's burger for lunch today.

She bought me the kids meal :P

It's so cute right?! Garfield paper bag. Keke

And the mini fries! ^^

Can't bear to throw the paper bag away cause it's too cute. Lol. And behind also got maze for you to solve one.

But it's stained with oil TT TT

Anyway, vasantha finally uploaded the last day of school photos.

I love her camera ttm <3

I like the effect?

I just like the photos that she took with her camera.

Must find out what brand is her camera.

See!It changes the skin colour!

Vanessa.

It's so cool! But as stated in my previous post, i also want a digital camera ><

Really vexed about it.

All my electronic devices are dying on me. Huhu DD:

Firstly:

-My phone is spoilt. I can't call out nor can i accept calls.

Secondly:

-My laptop is spoilt. (Y) The worst of all.

Either i can't on, or i on already and everything gets hanged .__.

Thirdly:

-My itouch has a large crack across the screen.

Thanks to my sister ^.^ *Sarcastic!* LOL.

But that was like almost a year ago but my mom still dun wanna change for me.

Fourthly:

-My mom's camera which she 'gave' it to me has gone mad.

I charge it for like on whole night and it just dies within an hour or less than that.

It sucks the most when electronic devices dies on you!

My mom said she would sent my com for servicing.

Again? That time already sent for servicing then it can't be helped yet she wanna send for servicing again -.-

My mom said she'll get me an iphone if i do well for my eoy.

I admit i didn't do well but at least i did well for chinese.

*Not trying to show off!* :P

But now is already like 17 Nov. Almost a month and she's yet to get it for me.

Ask me wait for the white one.

But now my phone is starting to die on me! I bet i won't be able to send smses soon.

Please get these two devices of mine changed please! TT TT

I just spent an hour blogging again.

I guess i have to leave the com soon. But i've got nothing to do!

Watch videos? Perhaps.

Aish, the next few days will be totally boring.

Ainsley's going to Bintan with the school tomorrow, denise has found a partner. Now, no one will be chatting with me anymore >.<

Wait!I still have mag to chat with! Hehehe (:

Okay, bye! <3