I'm really tempted to go for the jyp audition but it's too sudden!I mean, it's just next month..

I've not done any preparations at all. How to go? Plus, i've got no singing talent. I'm just tone-deaf

Sigh, i'm really really sad DD:

I really wanna go! Unless, i audition through online. But i doubt the chances will be as good as this time.

Gahhh! Save me someone please! Of course, it's easier to get into SM

The best is to go jyp! The opportunity is here, but i just can't grab this chance. Haizzz..

Unless, i try cube entertainment. But everything on their website is in korean. How to read?

Wth like seriously. This is giving me such a headache.

IF i really go, what song should i choose then?

Park Shin Hye? I think i sound the best when i sing her songs compared to others.

Lovely day or without words. Yeah.

I suddenly thought of Secret's Madonna.

Wait. But if i sing in korean, i will definitely mispronounce some words.

The best is chinese or english :O

Beeebeee, i very confused T__T

I seriously dunno wad to do.

I wanna go to Li Wei Song Music School for vocal lessons. But my mom disapproves.

I dun care. No matter wad, i make sure i go for vocal lessons before this year ends.

Aigoo, i dunno wad to do.

But if i go for the vocal lessons, i wanna go for the one to one.

The school fees will definitely cost a bomb.

Where to find the money MYSELF?

This shows that i seriously have to go and work.

But so what if i go for vocal lessons now?

It will be too late. By then, the audition will have already taken place.

Aish. This is really a disaster.

Help me!!

Now, my mind is only thinking about the audition.

I have just lost my interest for ballet.

I dun wanna continue ballet anymore.

I'm always dreading ballet luh. And i didn't go today. AGAIN.

Fml. If i really wanna quit ballet, i'll just complete grade 5?

But uh, i'm also not sure if i should take the grade 5 exam.

It's like, i won't be able to cope.

The extra exam class will be on wed 7.30pm to 9pm

Then the next day got common test. How to cope?

Gosh.

I just wanna have peace & no worries at all.

Please god, send a guardian angel to watch over me please

I'm just to vexed to do anything TT TT

Oh my god. I just realised that today is the 3rd month anniversary. No wonder today i got that feeling again. Super sian feeling

Sigh, i must say i really miss yog too )):

3 months ago i was still involved in yog..

Sigh, good things always come to an end TT TT