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Happy Birthday Jaejin! <3

Hope you had a blast one and will be looking forward to FT Triple's come back (:

I edited it cause yesterday i totally forgotten to blog about his birthday ): cause i was too absorbed in my childhood memories. Sorry!

I'm such an unloyal fan TT

Love letter is seriously awesome (Y)

But i did wish him kst past midnight ((:

His voice is heaven <3

I blogged about his birthday on my previous blog one year ago in 2009 and now in 2010.

Time really flies. 1 year has just gone by.

Next year is gonna be tiring );

Woke up bright and early this morning then hesitating whether i should go for dance outing or go out with mag & jie yun.

But dance outing only 3 out of 18 people went so no point .__.

So went bugis with mag & jie yun.

Didn't get much stuff there. Cause mag a bit not suitable to be my shopping partner for bugis.

Heh xD

Wait till 23rd then go with vasantha and f. denise again. Suitable candidates (:

However, it was quite fun today!

Suppose to train to eunos but in the end i decided to take all the way back to tampines.

Then called grandfather to tell him to pick me up at tampines and in the end i got scolded.

Crap fine. In the end took to kembangan.

My old home ):

I decided to take the route to my old home just to take a look and recall some childhood memories cause ah gong needed some time to come over.

Over the 4 years, everything has changed drastically.

First place to recall childhood memories was my kindergarten/nursery school.

I expected the classrooms and general office to remain the same but unexpectedly, they changed everything. It's super ugly now. Compared to my colourful school back then.

I stood there for awhile to recall the scenes of me and my friends running about, studying there.

The first school that i went to

I took a picture of myself there too! But i shall not upload cause i think selca is kinda embarrassing :P

One selca shot only! Must keep as memories (:

It's like the very last time i was there was when i 7 or 8 years old?

But i used my inner camera thus not so zi lian hor!

Yeah, and i continued walking, looking around.

A lot of memories returned. Like walking to the mrt with my aunty when i was young.

Even the sign boards have changed!

Next place that brought back a lot of memories was the mini-mart/coffee shop.

The shops that have changed too. [Duh!]

BUT the only shop that remained was the econ-mini mart that i always go too.

Back then, i'll go to that mini mart which my family called it 'aunty shop'. Cause all the workers are females xD LOL!

Yeah, i'll ask my maid and grandma to bring me to the shop there and i'll always go there to buy ice cream, drinks, snacks. *The shop is super dirty

Got cats sleep there one. Gross. Haha! But i still go :P

'Aunty shop'. Always buy ice creams and drinks from here.

It's the same! (:

While walking pass the 'uncle shop' (cause it's a male owner xD Last time.), i saw a scene that made me smile.

A maid brought a child to the econ mini-mart to get something and the child was like ''I want this one!" The maid said "No, i no money. Only give you $1 (Or dunno how much) to let you buy"

It's the same for me.

If my grandma didn't follow us to the mini mart and i didn't bring money, i can only buy stuffs that my grandma gave the maid to pay as well as groceries.

Continued walking..the coffee shop changed too ):

Next place was the playground near the coffee shop.

After school, i will always go there to play. But most of the times at the exercise area to play monkey bar and i would do a somersault using the chin up thing and show off whenever someone walks pass or children playing there :P

Don't play with my friends so often cause we usually 'break up' after school and they like dun go to playground one .__.

But i remember i always play at that background with my good friend named wen qian and best friend valerie

Can't believe that a guy was my good friend. Lol! Natasha was my best friend too ^-^

Walk..walk..walk.. until the huge carpark there. Got a cat there.

Big carpark

I kept super silent and waited for it to go off then i continued walking.

As i was closer to my block, more and more cats appeared.

I was like wth. And it got darker, quieter and creepier.

I avoided all of them and tried my best not to alert them.

When i saw my block, i said 'I'm home' to myself.

Keke xD I really had the 'home' feeling.

But when i look around, it was totally different back then.

This is it. My one & only home <3

Block 104 Lengkong Tiga. My first home.

This playground has a lot of memories too.

It was the playground that we always go to.

I love the slides and all the equipments like the bridge.

I stared at the playground for awhile and recalled the scene of me playing there with my sister

I continued walking to the lift lobby there but before that must walk pass a lot of void decks.

It's super quiet and dark there. I was scared. I was like, what happens if someone kidnaps me or a cat just pop out. Rofl.

I was really silly.

Before i could even reach the lift lobby, my grandpa came already.

So i hopped into the car and ask him to drive up a bit more to let me take a look at the lift lobby

My home was somewhere up there but didn't manage to take a picture of it ):

Level 6.

But luckily i didn't walk all the way to the lift lobby.

Stupid dirty cat was sitting on the chair.

The cats there are like super dirty. I ALWAYS see them cleaning themselves.

Ewww!

And the lift lobby was where i got chased by dogs when i was 4.

I felt stupid crying, running round the void deck with 2 dogs chasing after me.

Not one but two!

God.

Everytime grandpa will drop us off here if he's rushing for meeting.

The shelter/route to the coffee shop/aunty/uncle shop

It's like that used to be my home but it'll never be my home again.

I can't stay there anymore.

I can't be a kid and pester my maid to bring me to the mini mart/playground again.

I can't play with my neighbors again.

I can't study there anymore.

I can't play with my friends anymore.

When i was at my old block, i really wished that we could reverse time and let all these memories happen again but too bad, it's impossible.

I nearly cried actually. Cause it's like all the memories?

Okay, silly me.

Yeah.. and when i reached my home, real home, i felt like i wasn't home.

Like when i'm using the computer now, i don't seem like i'm home.

I feel like there's something missing. I can't explain but i feel different.

I miss my old home )):

Yep, i guess that concludes my post of the day.

Remember to treasure time! <3